1 month into new job

1 month into my new job.. Everyday turn a corner, see someone likes u, just makes my heart skips a beat. Well.. now im ur junior, in ur same job. Sometimes.. i talk bout u. Sometimes i thought bout what you tell me bout everything tt im going thru now.. the place is near your house.. sometimes i drive by.. You are part of my life like tt..
But... When pple ask how long we broke up.. i realise.. what feels like a month is actually close to a year alr.. logically.. Cant be you lead a single, cut the world out life for this year.. though.. if you wan me to vote someone who do it.. my vote goes to u

When pple ask me... why dont u get a new girl. i will said i promise i will nv marry another girl and wont get a girl unless u alr move on and get a guy..
of cos.. the next question is... "so she got new bf alr?'
i dunno how to ans. i dont wanna find out.
New life.. keeping me so busy.. making me a student and feeling young again..
So many nice pple around me.
Friendly, pretty, caring...
Makes me feels like my Jc life, the time when i haven met you.
Can my life restart? hm... actually.. i know it can. But.. What we went through is so dramatic, what im ok to die for u. you ok to die for me.
Really think its not something i should put down.
haiz....
Emo strikes me at times.. when im less busy and all. At times having the feeling of being in a crowd. having friends everywhere. The niggling "alone" feeling that i cldnt rid of no matter im among how many friends or pple.
Ha! its weird.. Feeling like a 'Male widow' though.. u r alive and kicking...
Think cos step up and resident evil is out now... something u can watch over and over again. u die oso wont miss.. i wonder who will u be watching now. the stupid advertisements bout these movies just bring u back to my head.

OK!!! ENough of talking bout u..
Sorry readers... haha!~
recently i need to lose weight for my job! being tring hard. hope can bring back the old jia xi tt you all use to know.
haha! my friend was mentioning like nice jawline i use to haf..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZpshbvILxI&feature=relmfu

SEE! haha.. though if i slim back.. i will nv look like tt again. no more long hair aside.. i think i've aged quite a bit. old uncle now alr.

Almost a year alr.. how are u? i like so stuck now.. cannot step out and cannot stay on, knowing you are not there. Time will solve?? But we promise timeless love. what if its timelsss to u and im the only sensitive shit doubting all these.
Haiz~~~

Anyway! age oso good? Guess i dont look so play boy now?
and... My new job is like.. nest for playboys! haiz! heard things bout pple saying me playboyish....
sian... nothing new. Pls la! i heard tt all my life. since like sec sch.
ok la! i look like a playboy. bo bian what..
Bye bye! till i blog again :P