1 month into new job

1 month into my new job.. Everyday turn a corner, see someone likes u, just makes my heart skips a beat. Well.. now im ur junior, in ur same job. Sometimes.. i talk bout u. Sometimes i thought bout what you tell me bout everything tt im going thru now.. the place is near your house.. sometimes i drive by.. You are part of my life like tt..
But... When pple ask how long we broke up.. i realise.. what feels like a month is actually close to a year alr.. logically.. Cant be you lead a single, cut the world out life for this year.. though.. if you wan me to vote someone who do it.. my vote goes to u

When pple ask me... why dont u get a new girl. i will said i promise i will nv marry another girl and wont get a girl unless u alr move on and get a guy..
of cos.. the next question is... "so she got new bf alr?'
i dunno how to ans. i dont wanna find out.
New life.. keeping me so busy.. making me a student and feeling young again..
So many nice pple around me.
Friendly, pretty, caring...
Makes me feels like my Jc life, the time when i haven met you.
Can my life restart? hm... actually.. i know it can. But.. What we went through is so dramatic, what im ok to die for u. you ok to die for me.
Really think its not something i should put down.
haiz....
Emo strikes me at times.. when im less busy and all. At times having the feeling of being in a crowd. having friends everywhere. The niggling "alone" feeling that i cldnt rid of no matter im among how many friends or pple.
Ha! its weird.. Feeling like a 'Male widow' though.. u r alive and kicking...
Think cos step up and resident evil is out now... something u can watch over and over again. u die oso wont miss.. i wonder who will u be watching now. the stupid advertisements bout these movies just bring u back to my head.

OK!!! ENough of talking bout u..
Sorry readers... haha!~
recently i need to lose weight for my job! being tring hard. hope can bring back the old jia xi tt you all use to know.
haha! my friend was mentioning like nice jawline i use to haf..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZpshbvILxI&feature=relmfu

SEE! haha.. though if i slim back.. i will nv look like tt again. no more long hair aside.. i think i've aged quite a bit. old uncle now alr.

Almost a year alr.. how are u? i like so stuck now.. cannot step out and cannot stay on, knowing you are not there. Time will solve?? But we promise timeless love. what if its timelsss to u and im the only sensitive shit doubting all these.
Haiz~~~

Anyway! age oso good? Guess i dont look so play boy now?
and... My new job is like.. nest for playboys! haiz! heard things bout pple saying me playboyish....
sian... nothing new. Pls la! i heard tt all my life. since like sec sch.
ok la! i look like a playboy. bo bian what..
Bye bye! till i blog again :P

TT stunning day (but another long winded naggy post, suggest not to read it)

Well... for those of you who follow my twitter...
guess u know what happens..
i saw her.. on monday...
haiz... its like killing me man.
1st... i got to company. i greeted everyone good morning along the corridor.
it was crowded.. everyone along the way smile back or say morning back.. then i keep... Morning morning morning.. till 1 person just look down.
for an instance i tot it looks familiar, till like the next good morning then i realise.
OMFG its her.. i look back.. and saw tt all so familar back walking hastily away..
haiz.. i dont deny i join this company to see her again.
but when i did.. i didnt know it will turn out to be this way... i wanted to see her.. i wanted to talk to her.
i wanted to know if everything is still the same.
After we broke up, she said she couldnt keep in touch. she couldnt see me. cos the sight of me.. will make her nv ever leave me. but. why could she now just walked away like tt.
i didnt see her for the rest of the days alr. not at lunch not at tea break.
i texted her. saying if she wans to avoid me, i will leave the canteen... couldnt eat the whole day.
In a good way. i was little bit overweight my bmi by 0.6. so.. on monday.. 1kg was lost. thanks to her?
during afternoon class.. we went to a simulated place for some training matters. and i saw her.. walking alone to the toilet. she give the dunno how, straight face. didnt expect to see me there face.
i was staring at her.
i waited and did so much for this. how could i not rite..
i waited at the same place, and she walk right past me when she walk back.. with tt same face... i couldnt just walk up to talk to her as my trainer is talking... and she went to sit somewhere in her training place. i could see her here and there.
Her long hair is back! omg, how happy am i.. how i miss it. but the thought of my fingers not having the chance to run thru those hair, i wont get them on my shoulder and haf the smell of them...
it sucks...
I went back to class.. thinking i must talk to her..
i went to the corridor downstairs at bout 5.15 and waited till 5.40... i didnt see her..perhaps its no fate.. i cant keep my classmates waiting too...
its a disastrous day..
i felt like all i've done is all pointless. so what if i see her, so what i did everything..
We are strangers now...
i wonder if she got a new guy now..
she said she will nv haf a new guy unless i haf a new girl. and i did he same promise..
i even go a step further to promise i'll marry no one but her.. before she broke hers.. i wouldnt.
(pls dont tell me she got a new guy even if anyone of u knows bout it, despite i said this i really dun wanna know).
I went home.. and went to bed.. the whole day feeling the chest pain and irregular heart beat. i guess why pple keep saying its the heart tt love. guess it recognises her.. its like even ur mind is saying... forget it.. The heart doesnt. its not like emotional heartache or what.
its just like sharp pain like going thru heart attack or narrowing. and the irregular heartbeat.. i cant even control it. i got to take deep breath.
perhaps its despression? perhaps its no food? perhaps its no food + 2,3 cups of coffee? perhaps its just stress?
i dunno, medical stuff...

Today.. i went to class.. met a trainer who is a friend, who teaches a class next to hers.
he said how come see me listless yday.. and how is me and her.. cos.. he knows her too. Trained her before.
i told her we broke up since nov. Actually dont really haf an exact date.
But. the last time we behave like a couple, tts probably last year nov?
Cos i rem, she nv even wish me on my bday....
i told him i saw her yday.
He was like, 'no wonder..'He was asking me what happen and i told her some summary and im in here just to get her back.
i asked her like what class she attending and all.
HE told me it was a self directed course.
Means you got to volunteer and sign up.
Its a one day thing which explains why she not here today.
It was like a life saving NEWS!
she signed up for it? but she knew i was going to be here.
If she doesnt miss me or really wanna avoid me at all costs. Im sure she would cancel it? or not sign up for it?
she knew i was coming here like since MAY!
ok.. im always the happy-go-lucky one. telling pple to look on the bright side of stuff.
Im like the perfect white lie teller too! always..... saying lots to her.
i tink i can convince myself. tt must be the truth..

I think she misses me and really wanna take a look at me. or she just wanna dress nicely!~ come here let me see her and nv ever forget her. remember my promises and not be attracted by any nice girls around in the company?
hm...Either way, i think.. im still as impt to her, as she is to me..
She once told me, if im feeling it? she must be feeling it too.
ITs our time tgt. we spent it tgt. how can we feel differently? Right?
She even tell me before, she wont be with anyone.
If she wans a kid, she will get me to haf one with her. But doesnt mean she wants me.
She'll just haf a "mini me" to accompany her for the rest of her life.
Some of my friend say tts sick. Ha! but... i think i can understand..
I dunno what i sld do now, but i've decided.
I'll text her everyday, telling her what i did. despite there will always be no reply,
and just live my life normally.
i actually... am quite use to being single alr.

I knew im gonna miss out a lot of fantastic girls if im going to stick to my promise and carry on being emo and stuff... but.. There are some promises and pple, that you can nv put an end to...

Love you.. the one person who turn up in my life.

Changed me
Became my world
and is everthing i live for.

Wong Sin Yee..

Some Random overseas pics

Some random pic for the past year.

I've went to Malacca twice

Batam once

Bangkok for work twice

Bkk for Leisure and shopping once

Genting twice,

and port dickson once..

Just realised.. within a span of last dec to this july... i went so many places..

hm... nothing compare to voldemort

but.. im coming in and catching up alr.

now i cut short hair and become some weird person that i dont even recognise myself in the mirror.

The only decent pic i can find of myself.
This is still consider long.. i cut again alr.. slope the side and back. Fringe nv touch eye brown.
Looking like a total donk with a mushroom head.
hm... wouldnt dare to show here.

I'll blog again soon. hm...
when i tot of things to?
Sld not be too long.
Thanks for all your patience..
and tt 2 sisters..
Thanks... u all surprised me :)

Ps: My ex will from this post on be refer to as voldermort.

cos.. she shall be the one that sldnt be name. hearing bout her just..... u know..

Im back... After what seems like century away.

Hi guys.. im back. Surprise? im surprise by myself too. Ever since the last post.... The MTV of Ai Tai Tong, I've nv wanted to blog anymore. Lost all motivation of doing anything. Seriously.... tai tong ah... 7years of Love. She just disappear like tt... Just going thru the motion everyday... living like some zombie, anyhow spend money oso.. like.. so much money for what... buy flats, buy car, marriage and shits meh... Nah... not gonna happen... Since my last post. This period had been an upheaval in my life. Im like a totally changed person now. Grew up, yes. Stronger yes.. Just like what they say.. What doesnt kills you makes u stronger. Once u lost your world.. Losing anything else just doesnt matter tt much alr. COme to think of it. Just like what my bro says.... Even if she comes back. i have been free for so long... am i confident to go back to that Caged life again. Can i solve the long standing problem of no trust and her mother hates me problem.. i dunno... Since she seems to be happy with balenciagas, LVs and Chanel now. Perhaps, having more of them is her happiness. And me for one... cldnt give her lot of those. "Long champ is just our plastic bag" "you mean coach is branded" "do you know, i turn down a pilot's invitation to go on a yatch cos i got you anot" "do you even have the money to purchase a flat for our future, you are a guy u know.." " wheres tt diamond ring u promised me. say years alr, still dont haf" "Why you so useless.. cant get into my job.." Well... im inside now... Many think im mad. But... I got to go in. Maybe to chase her back? Cos i still do belive... just one look at each other... it will be the same old tears roll down, hug and all probs will be no prob again. or.. maybe... i sld immense myself in this huge eye opening industry and understand her leaving or maybe... be so distracted by everything tt goes on around me till i forget her existence... like she did.. But so long have pass... no matter is 2 weeks, 2 months, 3 months, we nv contact, she always remain the same old her.. but now.. its almost 9 months alr.. Are you still the same? i wonder.. im not the same anymore, is she the same... If we get back tgt, the things will be very different oso... Come to realise.. we can nv go back to the same old us anymore. Scariest thing in the world.. Time.. People often say in drama, they could exchange anything just for 1 sec with her/him. What is a few years.. What is a bright future or even pride. I will risk it all. I got to see her once again. to know for sure, are things still the same, or... how much have they changed. Are our last words like, "i'll nv marry any person till i die" and i'll nv have any Gf/Bf untill you did 1st. I haven... and i kept to my side of the bargain. i got to know u didnt or.. u actually did, in order to flip this Chapter of my life away. Well... Now that i see everyone in uniform everywhere.. and reminds me of you every sec.. it was heart aching for the 1st few days. but.. its getting use to it, feeling the stress at work, you once did. Rememebering the little details you told me and how u tell me bout each class after you finish. Making me, more interested in classes and all. Well, to rid of a phobia, you got to surround yourself with what you fear of rite.. Catching all the old dramas that you said its so nice. but i fail to catch any one of them too.. Its like reliving your life 2 years backwards once again... im tracing your foot steps now.. If 1 day.. you stop walking front and look back. Hopefully i've caught up with you... till then. *Pls just read and forget this emo post, in months to come, i promise interesting pics to many interesting places and make this an interesting blog. And pls... Dont speculate, ask me or comment on what job i am in now. i wont ans it. are not suppose to tell.. If i haf to tell u. i got to kill u. Thanks.

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Updates!

Recently haf been at home alot. cos, i haf changed my insurance job to part time, if you all are interested, still can find me for your insurance matter. but.. im quite sian of pple's perspective of the job alr. i oso not those irritating insurance pple. go ask pple buy one. haa! do the job, so i can carry on acting. but tink, all these star dream sld come to an end alr. i oso old alr. must start to be responsible alr. now trying to find a job. perhaps related to my engineering degree one. but must oso be bit flexible for me to carry on the insurance job. hee... since insurance change to part time alr. i'm like loving my life. very relax. and go office only when i got things to do. if not, then dont need. haa!! Dont need to do those sian cold calls and stuff. only do when pple call me up to do for them. hee.. prob is.. earning very little only. well~ lets just enjoy life b4 i start a mundane working life i will say. haha!!! so.. my rabbit benefit the most! i got time to bring it for walks all that. hee! some pictures! SEe how happy and curious looking he is!~

Phuket trip!

yoyo~ im back. haha! my president sent me a msg. asking me why my blog so dead alr.. for those of you who manage to see this post.. I really very appreciate that you all are here. i really rarely post much over the last few months. hee... so glad you all still faithfully come see my blog :)

i actually went on a phuket trip last month! hee... fun. went 5 years ago. still loving the place. the sea, sun and sand! haha.. SEE!!! very nice rite~ okok, me on the speed boat going to the offshore island! hair all messy and unglam now, this is me and ocean park shopping centre. hee... most of my trip is about shopping oso. Sin yee totally goes crazy again.. girls girls girls..... ARGH! Returning to banana club. haha!! the club that most of my friends go to. but as sin yee is underage 5 years ago. we nv went in. just go walk walk, shopping, and of cos!!!! my fav. eat and eat and eat. put on bout 2,3 kg for this trip. haiz! die man.. haha!!! my fav banana pancake! nice nice! I know i haven post finish 2 years ago my taiwan trip. but.. who noes! im going taipei again alr! haha.. going tour taipei in May with brother and parents! yeah!!! going back to the city that i love best other then singapore. haha!!!

Stay in tune for more phuket pics and.. in MAY!~ taiwan pics k! remind me on FB, twitter, tagboard, whereever if i goes missing again!

new year pics!

Some new year pics to post up. Seriously tink im old le. neglecting blog. addicting to coffee. sick of going to drink, club all that. haiz! age is catching up. damn... kk, some new year pics! this is me and my cousins on the 1st day of new year, of cos chengxi is in it too. ok, time for us to act serious... and... my idoit brother still dunno. come and act stupid smiling. haha! ok, no comes the most interesting pic of all time.. my grand mother and 2 uncles, trying to act mafia, my grandmother gamely play along. haha!! too funny. 1st time see her like that. (kids dont learn k)!

GONG XI FA CAI!

im back! sorry sorry.. this month busy la. hee.. cos my company AIA got the 20% discount on quite a few insurance.. so.. Being busy running around. hows u all? hee.. CNY coming soon le rite!
hee... GONG XI FA CAI!~ will post more soon!~ CNY pics all tt

Merry Christmas and a happy new year!

Hey! merry christmas everyone~ hee... nothing much happen in my life actually.. the only thing is Cheng xi just bought a small van~ something like that, but its blue. not bad la~ at least its a vehicle to drive around, dont need get drenched on bike when it rains.. hee... so... there is excess of vehicle at my house alr.. tt means i sld be haf to sell my bike. haiz! sad sad.. But my gf is happy~ haha! no new pics of myself. most recent one being this tt she took while im driving my dad's truck. ha!

After so many years going eveywhere tgt with my bike. still tinking whether sld i sell it. hm... sian sian... but! got happy thing! my jiaxiFC SUPER PRESIDENT OBIBIA! or Olivia or O-be-beh or Obama organises another dinner gathering for me! nice~~~ hee.. see u all in a few days!

Thanks for bday wishes!

1st and foremost!! thanks for all the bday wishes! i see my FB wall.. theres like hundreds of them! many i couldnt reply... so... THANKS HERE!!!! really appreciate it. that is all our busy life.. ALL of u still remember me. *touched*

Anyway... had a night of fun with my buddies and brother at st james.. drink till my bro puke and i puke of cos.. tink bday boys wont be able to avoid that rite.. me and bro got invited on stage somemore and all the pple there sang bday song for us. nice!~ A guy then approach us to buy us drink. very nice of him. A waterfall each for us.. my lousy bro.. puke after a mouth. i have to finish for him b4 the fire dies out... damn... a dark pic of us(me only as u all can see) drinking it. oh ya, acting a small role in the new show '乐在双城' . Thats lam kor, who acts as my bro in the show. thats my image too~ u all can take a look 1st :) That day met 1 of my client at baker's inn. they got this tea time special $8.90 for a drink and a cake. so i just get a set and sit there wait for my client. ITS GOOD! tink the cake i had was sweet pleasure. and a cafe latte. hee.. show u all... i was bored then u see~ so took a pic. :P Oh ya, last weekend, i took part in a celebrity soccer team charity match against the english commentators of the Barclays premier league. some is ex EPL players. GOT PAUL PARKER!! hee... ex man utd player. which is my fav team. hee... its good though. 1st time can help charity. feels good. hee... its for the disabled chidren, After that got dinner at LA villa, which is at river valley there. We dropped by Ion for some pics as my mum is fascinated with the purple christmas tree. hee... A group pic of us at ION. The inner view of the Christmas tree! nice! u all can walk inside the tree u know! go in and take a look!!!

Thats about it!! will blogged soon~

Long time no blog~

Long time no blog~ im back. hee... president come tag board tell me to blog alr... not only tt! the advise falls to deaf ear.. She came to msn tell me its time to update alr! hee... yaya. true true.. i tink i sld oso. but.. recently... too many mind-boggling stuffs going on. My work is slowly picking up, meaning me getting more and more busy. Also, facing lots of R/S probs... makes me headache. now she air stewardess alr. maybe start working alr or wad ba. no longer obedient little girl. will always talk back. flare up due to stress at work. which i cant stand. and... air stewardess mah. now start flying alr. rarely in singapore oso. tink this month, i can only see her 2 more times alr, according to her schedule. so sian... then i choose to go into the virtual world of playing Football manager again and of cos!!!! watch drama. yday just watch finish. hee... korean drama 推奴. hee.. very nice and touching. not your typical love story like that only. show u all the MV as preview! watch it if u all like it lor~ like this song oso~


REcently keep going to the west, cos many clients there. Go back Jurong, then i will go back NTU see see, go back the canteen and eat the things i use to like. Today i just went CCK to see a client! hee.. interestingly, i went back to my camp last time. Its funny to visit there and fond/bad memories of army days came back. Die alr la... signs of me turning real old alr. A person is old when he always starts looking back at his past right?~ haiz~~~ hee....

Next week will be filming though. Got a small role is a new drama, 乐在双城. Maybe if you all got sharp eyes, u all can spot me in the drama~ haha!!

I will try to update more!! Technology makes me lazy. haa!! keep on status update every single day, small little things that i feel on facebook. Causing me like lots of things say alr.. dunnoe wad to say here. haha! i shall be naggy. Update there and write here too! and and and... pictures... i will remember to take more de! :D

Ice Cream shop recommendation!

Pple staying in Tampines can look forward to a new hang out place! my friend recently just open an ice cream shop there. Beside east view secondary. Blk 445 there. hee.. i went last week to try her ice cream. Was not bad, very thick flavour and scoop was big~ hee...

This is the picture of me in her shop. Personally.. i like the hazelnut chocolate and mango. hee.. She let me try lots and lots of flavours b4 choosing the ultimate 2 that i wanted. hee... Dont see she little girl, dunno how to make ice cream. She is as 'young' as me ok! heee.. She was saying she got regular customers and fans of her shop from the nearby schools like eastview and gongshan pri already. When i was there. saw an old auntie walk in and buy a cone of ice cream... so weird. haha! i guess i will be like tt old auntie. Old alr still love sweet food! hee... hope diabetic problem stay far far away from me though! hee...

Good luck in your business yihui~ die alr la..... my office at tampines... if i keep go eat ice cream... SURE..... FAT like nobody's business alr. oh ya! come out with a diet flavour! those yogurt or whatever kind one. let me bluff myself its not so fattening mah. haha!!!

Got a new pic alr! hee... my mother just scan it into the computer.. so post here for u all to see lorone of the sch's printed pic for us graduating students at the convocation. hee.. i guess my parents rarely appear on my blog. so put lor! :D
Sorry for the past emo post. hm... pple old alr, work alr is like tt one la.. lots of moans and groans.. haha!! bear with me!

boring

Getting bored with working lifestyle. waking up early sucks.. though my work starts 10am. consider very late le. haiz.... So sian... Getting emo lots oso. facing hell lots of R/S probs too. cant blog bout it. a bit too personal to talk bout it.. and.. if i did. i guess probably she will get angry and plunge the R/S to a worse state. work is coming to a standstill oso. Not getting much customer, cannot blame anyone oso. its i nv hardworking enough. But it sucks to be hardworking. When you hardworking, u irritate hell lots of pple, and they avoid u like plague. i hate pple bugging me to buy insurance, not contacting me for years.. then suddenly contact me, if got motive one. wanna sell insurance. tts y.. i refuse to do that. just announce i doing, anyone wans then find me lor. ha! but of cos.. according to my senoirs and boss, this wont works de. and my results oso quite bad :P
haiz... i tink they tink i got a mental block. Actor's ego. but then... i did what i think was right. and.. so what if i earn hell lots of money and all my friends avoiding me. theres no point in getting all those money anyway..
haiz.. seriously.. Self esteem, friendship and reputation is something that money cant buy easily. so, i think i will nv stoop too low in promoting insurance. i offer my service, pple want then come find me. if not, then.. nvm. however, cos my sales very bad. earning peanuts oso. facing little bit pressure from family, like since i degree holder. why dont get a proper job and earn 3+ thousands easily every month. But thats like boring alr, work for the sake of money. then.. wad is the meaning of life. Just money?
At least i work insurance, earn a little. i can act as and when i like when i got jobs, i can do things i find brings meaning to my life as and when i like as my job is flexible and my bosses treats me well. i got clients now too alr. just leaving my job will be so irresponsible.. though.. i noe they will assign my cousins to take over my clients. HAIZ!!! FML!!!!!!!
Schooling life rocks!

Long time no act

Long time no act alr. started to forget that i am an actor. slowly adapt to a... i am a financial consultant or even.. i am an insurance agent role. Today, went to part time in 'love 50%'. the wang chuang yi and felicia chin's telemovie. Act as felicia's sec sch friend and hp shop's owner.

Feels quite funny, a little girl walk up to me and approach me for autograph today. i was totally shocked. i told her i am not cheng xi, did she get the right person. she say she noes, then i sign on her handphone. I haf to take 2,3 seconds to remember how to sign my autograph oso. ha! too long nv do it alr. Feeling weird. only today.. i feel like an actor again. ha!

Anyway, my gf tells me her mother loves Wang Chuang Yi, so.. i took a pic with him, there! i tink he looks like my friend zhen huan, dont you all tink so? Anyway, few days ago was my 5 and a half year with sin yee alr. so... we went to eat something nice. i go online and see great reviews on the japanese buffet at mirama's hotel's ikoi japanese restaurant. HEE~ they say their sashimi is the best in singapore. its really good. all the rest is nice too. portion not too big so u can eat alot of variety oso. but but... i made a reservation the day b4 i go. who noes.. they say its fully booked. i was put on the waiting list. on the day itself, they call me and get me 2 counter seats.. so.. it was quite squeezy with other pple sitting at the counter.. so.. if u all wanna go there eat. reserve ur seats early! its 33++ only for buffet dinner. hee! show u all pic. This is the nice nice sashimi!! i nv take pics for the rest alr.. cos.. TOO busy eating!!! hee...

1st deal today~

Manage to close my 1st deal (stranger) today. saw a few friends too. was doing roadshows at tampines.. pple keep just waving us away. cos mainly we promote the fix deposits and help pple use medisave from CPF to upgrade medishield lor. the Cpf one is good plan la. no need money, just deduct there. but.. pple usually tink its scam money one. so no one listens to us. but when i was trying to tell an auntie. the auntie just wave me away. then a phillipinos PR tap me on the shoulder. ask me if this is the medisave upgrade. she wans. after explaining a bit... due to my greenness, my boss ask my senoir to help me. She explain the whole plan to her. she just signed alr. still say wan to get for her husband and probably daughter. so.. next week going to meet her and husband and help them do lor. hee... 1st time manage help a total stranger do her insurance. quite happy. tml and friday is roadshow at NUS central library there alr. going to promote saving plans to the uni students there.

Thanks nuffnang!

Though i dunno why pple do that. i guess just to show gratitude. i belive i sld not be a "忘恩负义' guy oso. tts y! i decide to post this, Thanks nuffnang!! hee.... giving me money when i most needed it! SEE~ thats the letter, and my cheque!!

As u all will noe, im with AIA now, selling insurance. getting all emo about working life. But... guess life goes on right. i cant be 13,14 again and go thru all the fun sch life again~ and and and... i dun wan to go through the horrible O, A levels again. and i really old le la~ tell me go through uni again, i will die man. well... i tink i noe this thing much much earlier then most pple. so.. i really try to enjoy as hard as i could during my study life and hack care my studies... but.. in the end, im glad that i still manage to get the degree. hee.. still got a little honours bonus for me. so.. sld be no regrets alr ba, im really glad i had a long long grad trip before i embark on this working life oso.. come to tink.. i post post post.. shanghai 8 days... i post only 2 days.. then.. no time and too lethargic and troubled to blog anymore le, chat with an old friend today. She said she use to visit my blog but it was too wordy and she stops.. this becomes an awakening call for me man... too seldom blog, too wordy posts... haha! even if my life is sad, i sldnt bring it to my readers here too!! and of cos... my viewership and dropped by more then double. haha! not tt i care. but.. these are little signs that im neglecting this blog and those few pple who constantly come here to see the happenings in my life. i sincerely apologise man... SORRY, k... boring working life for me. so nv really take new pics. some of my fav shanghai pics! cos.. wait till i slowly post each day by each day. i dunno when they will surface man. ha! me at SHANGHAI TAN! Dont u just love the night scenary?? ok.. me with ye wen... come on la. 1 look u all can tell i sure win rite.. he is like half a head shorter then me. come on donnie yen! lets spar! Me with 2 crazy roomie friends and HAI BAO! hee... sorry shaun, u are not in here. cant find a nice full group pic of us leh. will post ur pic next time k!!

Thats about it. i actually noe why travel fair always squeeze like mad alr. to the working pple, escaping the reality is the best moments they haf. and where else better to put everything behind then... overseas!

FML....

Sian... seriously FML. 1st time using this phase.. but.. got the feeling la. a bit sian at work. tml onwards, i will be at harbour front MRT doing roadshows. its national day. tink will lots of pple ba. i actually dun really can do roadshows. always bit paiseh to approach pple walking about and talk. and singaporeans( me included) is not very kind to roadshow sales pple one. haha! guess im suffering from retribution of last time not listening to pple, taking their flyers and all that. but ok la, i got very encouraging bosses. just treat it as a job, dun take it to heart all that. but.. i still cant really do tt leh. will get bit sad. perhaps this is really not the job for me? hm... i wonder.. Recently i cut very short hair liao. work purpose ba. short hair looks more trustworthy i tink? hee.. this is when im cutting hair. Fae, my hairstylist cuts halfway and got to help another urgent customer cut 1st. im ok of cos. not in a hurry mah. the back is cut alr, the front and side not yet. i tink i look funny and girlish. so take a pic lor. See the side view, funny rite? like those girl's bob head. ok~ this is the end product, many pple tink im chengxi after this. even my gf say i look exceptionally like him. O.o'' ok~ some interesting thing at work. 1 day we went to visit 1 of my boss customer, as he needs to get the CPF insurance thing. so we go explain to him and do the procedure. and he got nice dogs!! 2 of them. i keep playing with it. hee... took a pic too! my boss take for me. HAHA! cute rite the dog. and do i look weird in my business office wear?